A PENNY FOR YOUR THOUGHTS PT.1

HEY GUYS!

SO TODAY I WOKE UP WITH THE DECISION TO START BACK WITH WRITING IN MY JOURNAL IN THE MORNING WHILE I HAVE MY COFFEE ON MY BALCONY THAT HAS THE MOST BREATHTAKING VIEW OF THE WEST COAST. I WRITE ABOUT MY THOUGHTS, THINGS I AM GRATEFUL FOR (THANKS FOR THE INSPO TASH;)), ANYTHING ON MY MIND.

THIS MORNING, AS I LOOKED OUT AT THE VIEW I WAS THINKING TO MYSELF ABOUT THE PAST, THE PRESENT AND WHAT I EXPECT IN THE FUTURE. I SMILED AND LAUGHED TO MYSELF - WHICH NEVER USUALLY HAPPENES…. USUALLY THAT SENDS ME INTO ANXIETY MODE X.X

I TOOK THIS AS A SIGN, AS I DO WITH JUST ABOUT EVERYTHING! IT MADE ME THINK ABOUT HOW LIFE IS JUST A SERIES OF EITHER FORTUNATE OR VERY UNFORTUNATE EVENTS AND THE ONLY THING WE CAN REALLY DO IS LEARN, LAUGH AND MOVE ON… THIS CAN MEAN SO MANY DIFFERENT THINGS TO EACH OF US, LIFE IS GREATER AND SO MUCH DEEPER THAN WE EVEN KNOW.

I STRONGLY BELIEVE IN THINGS HAPPENING FOR A REASON - AND WHILE WE DON’T HAVE CONTROL ON WHAT HAPPENS, WE ACTUALLY HAVE COMPLETE CONTROL OF OUR REACTION TO LIFE AND IT’S SOMETIMES GREATNESS, SOMETIMES MESSINESS.

LATELY I’VE BEEN OVERTHINKING A NEW PROJECT THAT’S HAPPENING IN JANUARY AND IT’S BEEN REALLY MESSING WITH MY MIND. CAN I REALLY DO THIS? WILL IT BE SUCCESSFUL? AM I IN OVER MY HEAD? WHAT THE F*CK X.X - THEN THIS MORNING SOMETHING REMINDED ME OF THIS SUMMER, WHEN I WENT TO A STRANGE CITY, OPENED A POP UP SHOP FOR 2 WEEKS ON THE BUSIEST HIGH STREET IN LONDON (PROBS THE WHOLE UK) AND CHANGED MY THINKING AND MY DAILY ROUTINE COMPLETELY - I CAME BACK SO MOTIVATED, SO SURE OF MYSELF, EXCITED FOR FUTURE PROJECTS….. THAT FADED BUT, HUNNI-BOO - I’M BACK NOW - CAN’T HOLD ME DOWN NOW:’) GOD HELP WHO TRIES TO HOLD ME BACK X.X

ALTHOUGH I, NOR YOU CAN TELL WHAT WILL HAPPEN IN THE FUTURE, HOW THINGS WILL TURN OUT, WHO YOU’LL MEET ALONG THE WAY WHO INSPIRES YOU TO JUST BE YOU AND BE AMAZED WITH YOU, WHAT NEW PROJECT WILL CHANGE YOUR LIFE FOREVER, ALL WE CAN DO IS HAVE FAITH THAT EVERYTHING IS ON SCHEDULE (AT LEAST TO THE UNIVERSE IT IS). LET GO - WORK HARD, BUT LET THINGS TAKE THEIR COURSE - LIFE IS A JOURNEY AND WHILE WE THINK WE’RE THE ONE DRIVING - WE AIN’T. LIFE HAPPENS, GET OVER IT.

SO HERE’S TO HAVING THE CONFIDENCE TO GO AFTER BIG THINGS AND TAKE CONTROL OF MY REACTION WHEN THINGS DON’T GO ACCORDING TO MY PLAN, KNOWING THINGS ARE JUST THE WAY THEY NEED TO BE.

JUST SOME THOUGHTS ON A TRUSDAY - HOW FITTING;) HAHA X

ENJOY PEEPS SOME INSPO FROM ME TO YOU - TRAVEL, NEW HAIR, FRIENDS, DONUTS, PUPPIES, NEW SAMPLES -

SHOP NEW ARRIVALS NOW X